Sunday, September 27, 2009
1:08 AM
i didnt think i had to experience this day
its liked my heart has ripped out
it never became that bad in primary school with my friends
never ever
it hurts so much
a day has already passed
im still thinking about it
doing maths in tuition but thinking about it
it just doesnt go
i feel like pathetic crap
why did it have such a big effect when she told me
i cant stop looking at the messages
im want to delete them i cant i just cant bring myself to do it
it hurts so much so much
i suck it sucks
why?why did this happen?
please make me stop i really hope by writing it i will forget it more easily
im just hoping hoping
will i be able to talk tomorrow i dont know
i think AND THINK..ABOUT IT
I CANT STOP DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE NEVER WRITTEN SUCH A THING
I DONT WANT THIS
NO NO NEVER!!!!!!!!
MAKE ME FORGET IT PLEASE SOMEONE
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
9:55 PM
I AM CRAAAAAZZZZYYYYY AHAAAHHA!
